God is neat...

That is true... I like these days. Where I actually feel like alive with... or feel a piece of God's goodness. I wish I could share that feeling of knowing with those that don't know. Like instead of having to tell them I could just hand over the feeling and they could be like, oh thanks for that "knowing God is real and good thing" you let me have... it was neat.

I wish I was more bold with my faith. I don't want to go around the street talking crazy and holding out picket signs yelling at abortion clinics saying "babies have fingernails". I just want to be able to ask the hard questions to people and not feel so uncomfortable and quickly switch the subject. I want to have courage enough to ask... and the "know how" to keep the conversation going.

Although I've noticed lately that I definitely talk a lot A LOT when I get nervous. I JUST KEEP GOING! And I hear myself talk and notice most of it isn't making sense but I'm like a train that has lost it's brakes.

My poor poor future students. I'm going to be a crazy talking teacher.

But everyone has their crazy side to them right? Fact: Becky is a crazy cat lady. And she is basically everybody. :)

My goal this month is to take more risks with God stuff. I think I play it safe too often and it's just not exciting. I rarely get out of my comfort bubble but today I definitely did and think it was beneficial to all parties involved! I want ask people the hard questions that makes me keep talking uncontrollably. This is how I want to grow...

I don't think i've ever blogged about something real... OOO It's can go in the FIRST BOOK!